Monday, July 13, 2009

I Want to Go Deeper into this Water

Being out of a job is no fun. The anxiety, especially in today's market, is overwhelming. The worry about the future, bills, interviews, finding something I like that will actually pay money, etc. etc. is non-stop. But in the middle of these negative emotions, it is important to find a little "deeper water". Remember, "deeper water" as we are using it, and as the writer of Ezekiel is using it is not the dangerous, overwhelming, fearful place or circumstance that is the usual understanding of this phrase. No "deeper water" is the goal and result of a deepening relationship with God. A place or circumstance where our faith in Him is strengthened, our dependence on Him is heightened and our reliance on Him is complete. As I face my job hunt, I am praying for the angel of the Lord to take me into "deeper waters". I want to know His promises and feel His presence. I want to see His moving and saving grace. I want to deepen my trust in Him and find the place and circumstance in my life where I can truly rely on Him regardless of the situation. I am not there yet, but I am moving deeper into the water of His presence and love all the time. I hope you are too.

Pray for a job for me and write me back and share your "deeper water" story with us.